Category Archives: Dessert

5,844 Days Old

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5,844 days old, and I remember every one of them!

My baby boy turned 16 today, not a baby anymore, on a brink of turning into a man yet still very much a child especially to his mother. A strong and willful spirit, a true Taurus born in a year of a Bull (double horns anyone? :) ), an independent thinker who marches to his own drum, a sensitive boy (deep inside visible only to those who love and know him well), my one and only, my everything!

As a whole life awaits you up ahead, I know you’ll have some turns and twists, some set backs and disappointments and hopefully many many joyous days, just as life is in general. For a mother, all those hard moments are a real gut ripping experience but as our children grow up and go through their own trials, you know that they are dealt their cards and have to win or lose sometimes to gain a perspective what it is they want in life and who they are in their true self.

Happy big 16th, baby!

And many many more happy and healthy ones up ahead for you!

What’s Cooking This Week

As my usual food-tester, the kid has tried his share of many tasty dishes (and some that did not turned out as planned). So today I’m making something that he actually requested. I was almost sure that he’d ask for chocolate (my true child), but I guess not, he asked for a pie. A pie, kid, for a 16th birthday?! Yep! The recipe below is a combo of his requested food and mom’s quest to make it a bit more festive.

Mini Fruit Pies with Almond Whipped Cream

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For the crust (makes about 18 mini pies):

2 cups of flour (I used Cup4Cup gluten free mix)

2 sticks of cold butter, cut into small pieces

1/2 cup of iced cold water

1/2 tspoon of salt

Filling:

1 cup of any cut up fruit (I used strawberries)

6 Tbspoons of sugar

1/2 tspoon of lemon juice

1 Tbspoon of flour

variation: fruit jam

1 container of Healthy Top Mimic Cream (or 2 cups of dairy whipped cream)

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In a bowl combine the flour and salt and mix well, add cut up butter and start mixing in with your fingers untill it resembles a coarse meal with pea-like small crumbs. Pour cold water over and let it soak in, mix well, make a rough dough ball, place it on a floured surface and let ir rest for 10 minutes.

Start kneading it on a floured surface, then make a couple of folds, cover the dough with parchment paper and roll out the dough to about 1/4 inch thick. Use any large cookie cutter (I used a star) to cut out the mini pies.

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Carefully lift each cut out and place it inside a muffin or mini pie pan (I used mini tart pan) and mold each pie inside. Prick small holes with a fork.

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Place the pan into a fridge for about 30 minutes. In a mean while mix in cut strawberries with lemon juice, 1 Tbspoon of flour and sugar, let them sit. Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Take the pan out of the fridge and bake for about 10-15 minutes or untill the edges become slightly golden. Fill each pie with the strawberry mixture or jam.

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Bake for another 15 minutes, let them cool before removing from the pan. Whip Healthy Top or dairy cream according to the directions. Place about 1 Tbspoon each on top of mini pies or decorate with sugar and fresh fruit.

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Happy Birthday Baby! Hope you enjoy them!

Party Like a Professional

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“It’s my party, and I cry if I want to”…

Well, not really. But it does feel like I’ve shed a lot of tears in the past several months, many job-related in a post-Sandy reality.

March is a professional social work month, so, yes, we partied like it’s our job. :)

With some good news at least, the first clinics have finally started moving back to our hospital in the city, the inpatient medicine will hopefully be moving back sometime between May and July, and though plans may change as the process goes along, at least there is an end to this seemingly long tunnel. We are all moving to a different floor when back in the hospital, but our offices have nice bay windows with a gorgeous view overlooking the East River. We will have to share office space with another coworker, but there is some glimpse that maybe sometime in the future we will all have separate offices like we’re used to. As long as there is a glimpse of hope, I’ll surely take it.

But for now it’s party time!

And, yes, I’ll cry if I really want to! :)

What’s Cooking This Week

It’s party, so you definitely need some sugar overload. Something that makes you forget you’re supposed to eat healthy and only nibble on dessert. Forget that! Have five of these at once! (One of my coworkers actually did :) )

Nutella and Strawberries Cupcakes

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For cupcakes, I used my chocolate cake recipe found here Every Day Should Be A Birthday, substitute water for Amaretto (or not) in this recipe. It’s gluten free of course using Cup4Cup flour mix.

Also have extra Nutella and cut up strawberries, makes 24 cupcakes.

For two types of frosting, Nutella and strawberry:

1 stick of unsalted butter, softened

1/2 cup of shortening (I used organic Spectrum shortening)

1 cup + 1/4 cup of powdered sugar

3/4 cup of Nutella

1/4 cup of seedless strawberry jam

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Prepare the cake batter according to the directions in the post above. Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Line the cupcake pans with liners and fill them about 3/4 full. Bake for about 15-20 minutes or untill the cake tester comes out clean, let the cupcakes cool off before removing from pans. Using a knife or a cupcake corer, remove the inside of each cupcake, stuff them with cut up strawberries.

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Place about 1 tspoon of Nutella on top of strawberry and cover it again with the removed cupcake core.

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Make two types of frosting. First cream together butter and shortening, then divide the mix in half. To make Nutella frosting, add Nutella and cream together with butter and shortening, then gradually add 1/4 cup of powdered sugar (more or less depending on your taste).

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To make the strawberry frosting, add jam to the butter and shortening mixture and then gradually add powdered sugar. Add a couple of drops of red food coloring if you want a deeper pink color.

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Decorate with both frostings as desired. All packed and ready to be transported to the party.

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Enjoy! Definitely have more than one! :)

Happy Birthday, Peddler!

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Today is Peddler’s birthday! Food n Thought Peddler that is. My blog has turned 1 year old today! And it is my 100th post, so big double celebration!

What a year it has been indeed! I laughed, and cried, and whined, and celebrated… Oh, and cooked and baked of course! :)

My enormous “Thank You” to all the readers, those who’ve joined to follow my blog and those who just happened to pass by! Your “likes”, comments or simply knowing that you’ve stopped by and read my posts is a huge motivation to continue on paving a road of delicious healthy and gluten free eating heavily sprinkled with sweet indulgences, but what life is if not to allow yourself some detours and rest stops?! :)

To recap what happened in the past year, 81 recipes have been written plus several restaurant reviews and tips on traveling while eating gluten free. I had 2 series posted, one was the Italian series and the other were Pink recipes to spread the awareness of breast cancer screening and treatment options. My blog was visited and “liked” by Chef Lena Kwak, who along with Chef Thomas Keller, developed Cup4Cup gluten free flour blend that I often use in my recipes. She also featured two of my recipes using the blend on their website. :)

I have several families who contacted me via the blog and now often order gluten free cupcakes or other baked desserts for their parties or family gatherings. It was the greatest acknowledgement of my hard efforts in the kitchen!

And most important, this past year, I had FUN FUN FUN cooking and baking and (flopping sometimes) and creating!

So, let’s send the Peddler off, away from its babyhood and onto a new exciting journey in the 2nd year!

What’s Cooking This Week

Since this is the 100th post and a big 1 year celebration, I was thinking of making something special. Dessert of course comes to mind, any time you think of a celebration, but I also had some of my specifications. It had to be gluten free of course, and at least not too over-loaded with fat and sugar, then it just had to be chocolate, and it just had to be pink. The possibilities were endless of course. And I think this recipe perfectly combines all the specifications in one light yet indulgent little treat.

Chocolate Tartlets with Strawberry Almond Whipped Cream and Berries

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Chocolate tartlets (makes 18)

1 1/4 cups of flour (I used Cup4Cup gluten free blend)

1/4 cup of powdered sugar

1 large egg yolk

3/4 tspoon of vanilla

a pinch of sea salt

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Mix together flour, salt and cocoa powder. In a food processor, pulse together butter and powdered sugar, then add vanilla and egg yolk, pulse again. Combine wet and dry ingredients and roll the dough into a ball.

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Wrap the dough in plastic and let it rest in the fridge for about an hour. After that, let it warm up again, flatten it and start rolling between the two sheets of parchment paper (as the dough is sticky and resembles play dough). Cut small pieces and roll them out to fit the size of mini tartlet pans. You can make them thin or thicker, I rolled mine pretty thin, it also made fitting them inside the tart holes much easier. Shape the tartlet and cut off the extra dough, you can re-roll and use it for the next tartlet.

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Bake the tartlets in a pre-heated oven at 325 degrees for about 15 minutes or until they are firm to the touch and the sides are slightly puffed. Let them cool off completely before removing from the pan as they are pretty fragile.

In a mean while, make strawberry whipped cream.

2 cups of made Healthy Top (cashews and almonds cream), or regular whipped cream

1/4 cup of pureed fresh strawberries

1/4 cup of powdered sugar (or more if you want the cream sweeter)

berries and pink sugar for garnish

(optional) 3-4 drops of red food coloring

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Prepare Healthy Top according to directions: chill the carton along with mixer beaters and metal bowl in the fridge for at least 30 minutes. Then whip the cream for 3-4 minutes. Add pureed strawberries, whip again, then add powdered sugar and whip until all is well combined. Add food coloring if you want the cream of a deeper pink color.

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Fill each tartlet shell with about 1 Tbspoon of cream, garnish with different berries and sprinkle pink sugar on top.

The combination of semi-sweet chocolate tarts and light strawberry cream hits all the right spots in a healthy yet indulgent union. They taste like little pieces of chocolate and berry heaven.

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Enjoy!

Sweet Valentine

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Happy Valentine’s Day! No matter if you are attached or single, savor the air full of love and joyous feelings and appreciate the relationships (be it love related or not) you have in your life. Every human connection is a gift that’s brought into your life by the Divine Order, however, long or short that may be, to enjoy each other, possibly learn from each other and continue on your own path of growth and self-development.

If you are in a relationship, take a moment to let your partner know how much they mean to you, even if not every day is all “kisses and roses”. As a matter of fact, reach out to every person in your life who is important and do the same. Love is never just intimate relationship related, love is Love, it just is!

And if you’re single this Valentine’s Day, be gentle on yourself and take it lightly, just go out and celebrate, have fun with your un-attached status. Make sure to have a princess dress and a tiara at hand and get in touch with your “inner child”. Sing it like Sophia Grace and make moves like Rosie :) .

What’s Cooking This Week

Valentine’s Day is inevitably associated with sweets and chocolate in particular. If you ask me though, chocolate is pretty much a daily necessity in my menu, it’s my BFF, Valium and an alcohol-chaser, it’s just one of those things that makes life much more tolerable. So it was a no-brainer what to make this Valentine’s Day. Yet I felt it didn’t have to be necessarily rich and void of nutrients. This recipe is a great “bridge” without compromising the sweet cravings for something decadent, or spending a lot of time in the kitchen. Use that time to be with your Valentine!

Chocolate Almond Torte with Strawberry Rum Sauce

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(makes 3 mini heart cakes):

3 eggs

1/2 cup of plain yogurt (I used coconut yogurt by So Delicious)

1/3 cup of almond flour

2 Tbspoons of coconut flour

2 Tbspoons of cocoa

2 Tbspoons of sugar

1/4 tspoon of cinnamon

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Sauce:

1 cup of chopped strawberries

2 Tbspoons of rum

2 Tbspoons of sugar

1 tspoon of lemon juice

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Beat together eggs, sugar and yogurt. In a separate bowl, combine together both flours and cinnamon, add into wet ingredients and incorporate well. Oil 3 mini heart cake pans and fill each about 3/4 full.

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Bake at 350 degrees for 15 minutes. Let the cakes cool off a bit before removing from pans.

While they are baking, make the sauce. Blend together strawberries and lemon juice in a blender. Transfer the mixture into a small pan, add sugar and cook on a slow heat for a few minutes until sugar is dissolved, then add rum and cook until alcohol is evaporated and all the liquids are reduced. Let the sauce to stand for a couple of minutes before serving.

Serve the cakes and sauce slightly warm to fully enjoy their soft texture and rich flavors.

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Enjoy! Share with your Valentine!

Lemony Snicket

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I can find at least ten things every day to be pouting about, the value of their “upsetting” scale is debatable as it is always a subjective matter, and some days are just worse than others regardless how bad or how many of those lemony snickets made an appearance in your daily routine.

My hospital’s post-Sandy relocation to Brooklyn due to the building damage has been a BIG lemony upset for me for the past few months, the good thing, we should be back there around July. It’s still about six months away, but at least there is some foreseeable end to this, so I’ll take it.

Another huge lemony snicket is the fact that we are being moved to a different floor once we are back, so that means I’m losing my big beautiful office complete with a private bathroom, sink and even a kitchen counter. I’m talking having a HUGE meltdown about it!

Last week I went to the hospital to pack and clear my office (still pouting here!). It was a sad picture indeed. The hallways are empty, dim and dusty (with the most of the lighting and ventilation systems still not working), my office was littered with papers blown all over, I guess from the window cracks, and looked very uninhibited. Plants were dead, packaged gluten free snacks and breakfast items, though not technically spoiled, still had to be thrown out as I was afraid they got mold spores that the whole hospital was affected with. I was so happy that my office had a kitchen counter as I didn’t have to worry that some of my dishes or appliances would get contaminated with bread crumbs in the department kitchen, I would have to get adjusted to some different routine once back in a new office. (Still pouting!).

I checked the new wing where we’d be moving in, and though nice and with gorgeous view overlooking the East River, there are not enough of space for everybody to have a private office anymore, so that means I’d have to share. (Another BIG meltdown here!). I’ve never had to share an office in my life, and since now being in Brooklyn, I have to share it with two other people, I’m so not looking forward to doing it on a permanent basis. I’m definitely not getting an office with a kitchen counter, but I will fight to have one with a sink at least. For somebody who works in inpatient medicine, hand hygiene is important, for a person like me with a chemo-weakened immune system, it’s mandatory.

So, the Ritz Carlton girl is being downgraded to Holiday Inn (or at least it feels like it). And even though I still continue pouting about some lemony snickets that always seem to make an appearance in my life, I am also very grateful to a TON of things that are going great!

What’s Cooking This Week

Not all lemony things are actually unfortunate. Some are quite pleasant with a nice tart undertone. And yet others are just pure luxury. Ritz Carlton happen to make one of the best (in my opinion) lemon pound cake. If there is anything that speaks of indulgence, that is surely the Ritz. And I can personally attest to it as I’ve been to many of them (though some were better than others). If you ever have a chance, go to one of their afternoon tea offerings, you will be able to sample their wonderful cakes and scones (what I remember back from gluten eating days). I feel my recipe, tweaked a bit to be gluten/milk free and with added blueberries, is a wonderful rendition of the days long gone. If your life seems to be full of some lemony snickets, indulge in this Ritzy cake at least.

Ritz Carlton Lemon Pound Cake

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3 cups of flour (I used Authentic Foods classic gluten free mix and  1 1/2 tspoon of xantan gum)

1 cup of milk (I used unsweetened almond milk)

1 cup of blueberries

5 eggs, room temperature

1 cup unsalted butter, softened

1/2 cup of shortening, room temperature (I used organic Spectrum shortening)

1 Tbspoon of baking powder

6 Tbspoons of lemon juice

3 cups of sugar

zest from 1 lemon

3/4 tspoon of salt

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Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Butter and flour cake pans, I had enough batter for a bundt cake and 3 mini cakes. Start by beating together butter, shortening and sugar, then add eggs, one by one, beating in between.

In a separate bowl, sift together flour (xanthan gum), salt and baking powder. Then gradually start adding the mix to the wet ingredients alternating with adding the milk. Add lemon juice and lemon zest and mix well.

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Carefully fold in the blueberries into the batter.

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Fill cake pans 3/4 full and bake for about an hour if using a bundt pan (adjust the time for smaller cake pans). Let the cakes cool off before removing from the pans and cool off completely before frosting.

Limoncello Glaze:

1 cup of powdered sugar

1 Tbspoon of coconut oil, melted

2 Tbspoons of Limoncello

1 Tbspoon of lemon juice

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Sift the powdered sugar and mix in Limoncello, lemon juice and coconut oil. Pour the glaze over cakes right away before coconut oil starts solidifying. Let it dry completely before cutting.

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Such moist and buttery treat, definitely Ritzy and indulgent, so splurge on occasion, like on a day full of lemony snickets.

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Enjoy!

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Words cannot describe what a parent must feel about a loss of a child. I sincerely hope neither myself nor anybody else ever lives to find out, but in this cruel world, it is still possible to lose a child to a senseless murder committed by a soul-less criminal.

I can say to a grieving parent “I understand”, but the truth is, I can’t. As every cell inside me is fighting the very hypothetical notion of ever being in this situation. Mind just cannot process, and the heart refuses to speculate. The whole being is simply shuts down at the very thought that these things are possible, and nothing seems to stop them.

As I’m rejoicing that my own child is safe at home, part of me is broken for all the parents and loved ones of the 20 tiny lives lost in Sandy Hook’s massacre and for all the adults who rushed to save them and at the end perished themselves. This will be the holiday season we’ll never forget. There will be many unopened gifts left forever under the Christmas tree, and too many families gathering together for a burial instead of a holiday meal.

I know that all the children across the nation were hugged and kissed extra tender this weekend, and all the parents said an extra prayer that their family is healthy and safe. I held my teen in my arms for what seemed like an eternity. And I know he doesn’t understand it yet, but years down the road, he will, once he holds his own babies in his arms. My only wish is that he will never have to doubt that they will always come home at the end of each day.

Join me in a prayer for all the lives lost and for all the families forever broken!

What’s Cooking This Week

During difficult times like these, you may feel like you just want to huddle in a corner a not move. And it may be right for some, or for a while. But when you have a house full of young children and a holiday season upon us, life still goes on, as it should be, and you may find yourself wishing to share some special times with your family. This recipe is a great chance to get the kids involved, cherish the moments and make future memories to pass on to your grandchildren.

“Candy Canes” Cupcakes

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For 24 cupcakes:

2 1/2 cups of flour (I used Cup4Cup gluten free flour blend)

1 cup of buttermilk

2 eggs

1 Tbspoon of cocoa powder

1 1/2 cups of sugar

1 1/3 cups of oil

1 tspoon of salt

1 tspoon of baking powder

1 tspoon of vanilla

1 tspoon of white vinegar

2 Tbspoons of red food coloring

24 chocolate covered mint candies

Cream cheese frosting:

16 oz of cream cheese

2 sticks of butter

1 tspoon of vanilla

3 1/2 cups of powdered sugar

24 candy cane candies

In a big bowl, beat together eggs and sugar, then add vanilla, oil, vinegar and buttermilk, beat together, add red food coloring and beat until all is well combined. In a separate bowl, mix together the flour and the rest of the dry ingredients. Gradually add the dry ingredients into wet ones and beat until everything is incorporated.

Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Line the cupcake pans and drop a spoonful of batter into each cup, then place a mint candy in a middle.

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Cover each candy with more batter until the cups are about 3/4 full. Bake for about 25 minutes, test to see if done towards the side of the cupcake as the mint will be melted and sticky. Cool off completely before frosting.

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To make the frosting, whip softened butter until light and fluffy, then add cream cheese and whip it all together. Add vanilla and gradually start adding the powdered sugar to incorporate it all. Prepare candy canes for decorations. Carefully snap the ends of about 1 inch each using a knife to make candy canes shorter. Use the cut off pieces to make decorations: place them into a food processor and pulse until they are broken into small pieces. Pipe the frosting on each cupcake.

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Insert a candy cane and decorate with broken candy pieces. This a great project to share with the kids. Not to mention that the cupcakes are delicious!

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Alternative options make include ‘Santa Hat” decorations, they look better on the mini cupcakes.

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Enjoy! And cherish the moments with your children!

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Or at least it should be every weekend! :)

Especially if birthday cake is involved!

Since my birthday fell on the weekend when the kid and I were in Boston attending to his MIT activities, I felt kind of cheated that I didn’t have any celebration and all the fuss you get when it’s your birthday.

OK, who am I kidding?! I just wanted cake, and then some more cake! No matter the occasion. And since it was kind of un-Godly to eat the whole thing by myself, I invited some people to sit at the table with me and pretend they were happy to be there. I actually paid them, with the aforementioned cake and some sushi. And it actually worked, they loved the cake. :)

So five adults and one child did a number on the cake that only a small piece was left. Did I mention they were all females, and the cake was chocolate?! That would probably explain it all.

What’s Cooking This Week

Birthday cake of course! It’s light and not overly sweet, which probably also explains why massive quantities were inhaled, but it doesn’t leave you with that heavy feeling, in your stomach and in your “guilt center” even if you had a second helping. I encourage you to use Healthy Top by Mimic Cream, which is a cashew cream blend, instead of heavy whipping cream as it brings lighter calories and a healthier version, and dare I say a quite delicious taste? You try!

Chocolate Amaretto Cake with Espresso Buttercream

Cake (makes 2 9-inch layers):

1 3/4 cups of flour (I used Cup4Cup gluten free flour mix)

2 cups of sugar

4 oz dark, 70-90%, chocolate, broken into pieces

1/4 cup of unsweetened cocoa powder

2 tspoons of baking powder

1 tspoon of baking soda

1/2 tspoon of salt

1/2 cup of canola oil

1 cup of almond milk (or regular milk)

1/2 cup of Amaretto

2 eggs

2 tspoons of vanilla

Frosting:

6 Tbspoons of espresso, brewed and cooled off

2 sticks of butter

1- 1 1/2 cups of powdered sugar

3 cups of whipped Healthy Top (or regular whipped cream plus more sugar if needed)

Start by pouring some Amaretto for you to try, the process after that goes much smoother. :)

Melt the chocolate over a low heat, set it aside to cool off. In a bowl, combine together all the dry ingredients and also set it aside. In a large measuring cup, combine together milk, oil and Amaretto, set it aside.

Whisk together eggs and sugar until light and fluffy, then gradually add the melted chocolate and vanilla and whip it together.

Start alternatively adding dry and wet ingredients into the chocolate mixture and combine well. Pre-heat the oven to 350 degress and oil 2 9-inch cake pans. Divide the batter evenly between the pans. Bake for about 35 minutes, then let them cool off before removing from the pans.

In a mean while, make the buttercream. If using Healthy Top, place the carton, mixer blades and a metal bowl you’ll be using in the fridge for at least 30 minutes, as per their directions. Then whip it for a couple of minutes (please note that Healthy Top is already lightly pre-sweetened), once whipped, gradually add brewed espresso and whip until well combined.

In a separate bowl, whip softened butter and then gradually add powdered sugar until it’s fluffy. Start adding the whipped cream mixture and continue whipping until everything is incorporated. You can adjust the amount of powdered sugar if you feel you need more, but given that Healthy Top was already pre-sweetened, and I wanted to taste more espresso than sugar, I felt just 1 cup was enough. The result is a light and delicious frosting that you can’t help but taste and taste in-between your frosting endeavours.

Place a bottom cake layer on a cake stand or a flat plate, spread some frosting on top. Cover it with the top layer and spread more frosting on it too. Then turning the cake, start spreading the frosting on the sides of the cake until all is covered. Put the rest of the frosting in a decorating bag and pipe as desired all around. I also used some chocolate frosting and cherries for garnish, you may skip or use crushed almonds  or chocolate pieces on top.

Three servings like that dissappeared just from my plate that night. Yeah, it was good!

Enjoy it too!

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The value of things in life rarely has anything to do with the size and actually with the whole monetary value. It’s the joy, significance and spirit that bring the importance to what we cherish and love. Some are universal, like family, friends, being healthy, a good job or an interesting hobby.  Some other ones are valuable just to you, maybe it’s an old picture from your childhood, or maybe it’s your grandma’s tea set that was used every family gathering and is now your prized possession that you hope to pass along to your own children. Each has a memory and a significance behind it that makes it so dear to your heart.

A family holiday is always on my list of things that I love and cherish. This Thanksgiving was a quiet dinner with just immediate family but so special because my 90-year-old grandma was able to join us. No long chains of never-ending dishes, no fussing and running around to make sure everything is perfect, just a blissful meal with the ones I love, and definitely no over-stuffed bellies! :)

What’s Cooking This Week

Thanksgiving is one of those holidays where it’s all about the food, and when dessert comes, you’re already so stuffed that there’s not much room to enjoy it. Luckily, you don’t need to leave half of your dinner untouched so you can have these beauties. And they are wonderful as leftovers, for either a leisurely breakfast or a quick bite in-between your holiday shopping.

Pumpkin Poppers with Dulce de Leche Icing

Makes 24 poppers:

1 3/4 cup of flour (I used Cup4Cup gluten free mix)

2 tspoons of baking powder

1/2 tspoons each: salt, cinnamon, allspice, nutmeg

1/8 tspoon of ground cloves

1/2 cup of brown sugar

1 egg

1/2 cup of milk (I used almond milk)

3/4 cup of pureed pumpkin

1/3 cup of vegetable oil

1 tspoon of vanilla

Coating/Icing:

1/2 cup of unsalted butter or buttery spread (I used coconut oil spread by Earth Balance)

1 can of sweetened condensed milk

chopped almonds for garnish

Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees, oil the mini muffin pan. In two separate bowls combine wet and dry ingredients.

Gradually add the dry ingredients into wet ones and combine well. Using a scoop, fill each mini muffin cup with dough almost up to the top.

Bake the poppers for 10-15 minutes. Let them cool off a bit and take them out of the pan. Melt the butter/buttery spread and roll each popper around to coat evenly, set aside on a parchment paper.

Dulce de leche is pretty much a cooked sweet condensed milk. You can use a pre-made one from the jar, you can make your own standing over the pot and constantly stirring, or you can do the “lazy” Russian way that you can make days/hours in advance.

Take an unopened jar of condensed milk, put in a deep pot covered with water just to the top and boil for about 2 hours (the longer you cook it, the deeper the color and consistency becomes). Cool off completely before opening the jar. Sweet indulgence without too much work. :)

Spread some on top of each popper, garnish with chopped nuts. These little devils are quite addictive, it’s almost impossible to have just one.

Enjoy!

Based on this recipe: http://www.domestically-speaking.com/2011/09/countdown-to-autumn-party-pumpkin.html

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NYC has just survived one of the most deadly periods in its history, comparing probably only to 9/11. The devastation and a wide-spread damage that the hurricane Sandy left after its 2-day fury is unfathomable and heartbreaking. My family is one of the lucky ones who didn’t lose anything, besides having no power in some areas, and everybody is alive and well.

As Sandy was having  her way with the city, my parents had to be evacuated from their coastal area home and have been staying with me for a week now. At the height of the storm, I was praying that the power would stay on, and our windows would not get blown off. My prayers were answered, but I guess by a nick of a hair, as many areas around me lost their power, and many houses and cars were damaged by fallen trees.

The city is slowly recovering, some parts will have to be re-built. Everybody is kind of shaken, just like after 9/11, that the world around us is very fragile, and we need to cherish the important things, family, friends, simple joys in life, because the material ones could be gone in a matter of seconds. What you’ll be left standing with are the human connections so the energy and attention should be more on people.

Your family and friends are the ones who count the most anyway!

 

What’s Cooking This Week

What do you crave when you’re under stress? I bet you say some comfort food. Like chocolate, and since it’s Fall, maybe some pumpkin. These are the times when you don’t pay attention to calories and fat content, you just enjoy the sweet indulgence as much as you want. So as Sandy was flying around the city, I was baking cookies.  If she didn’t choke on human spirit and endurance, maybe she’d choke on some chocolate!

Pumpkin-Chocolate Chip Drop Cookies

Makes about 36 cookies:

2 cups of flour (I used gluten free Cup4Cup mix)

3/4 cup of brown sugar

1 1/2 cup of pumpkin puree, unsweetened

1 cup of milk (I used almond milk)

2 eggs

1 cup of chocolate chips

1 tspoon of vanilla

1 tspoon of baking powder

1/2 tspoon of baking soda

1/2 tspoon of salt

1 tspoon of cinnamon

1/8 tspoon of ground cloves

1/2 tspoon of nutmeg

Mix separately all the dry ingredients and all the wet ingredients. Then gradually add the dry ones into the wet mixture.

Then fold in chocolate chips. If the batter is thick, add more milk to the desired consistency. Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Oil the cookie sheets and drop spoonfuls of batter about 1 inch apart. Bake 20-25 minutes, depending on a size.

If sand bags didn’t stop Sandy, we’ll kill her with pumpkins and cookies.

Enjoy!

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Have you ever tried living in a small room that is also occupied by a dancing pink elephant? Chances are no matter what you do or how much you tried to avoid it, you’d inevitably bump into it from this side or the other, and your whole view about what else is around you is simply going to be restricted by either a giant pink ear or enormous round side, and you’re also probably going to be constantly poked by that long elephant trunk.

That was me trying to live my life for 5 years post-cancer treatment while not having a certainty that I’d be able to reach the first survival milestone without dealing with cancer yet again. A daily therapy pill, close follow-up and multiple medical appointments would not let me forget that I was still in a critical period when it is mostly possible for cancer to come back. Try living your life like that when the damn pink elephant just wouldn’t leave!

So last month, when my doctor signed the eviction order to get the pachyderm out of my home, it actually took some time to convince this animal to leave. And even now it still passes by almost daily and sometimes knocks on my windows and tries to see if it can con me into opening the door. I do get anxious when I see its shadow, but I’m certain there’s no room for elephants anymore.

It’s hard to let go of something that was part of your life for a long time, even if that wasn’t pleasant. You’re scared that you have no control over it and its “coming and going”, and the uncertainty that it can break into your door at any moment is worse that having to live with it in a close proximity. Yet you have no choice if you want to see and experience anything else beyond the pink butt.

I know it will never leave me for good, it will always be roaming the streets in my city or maybe even in my neighborhood. I’m just praying that it will never have to barge through my door again.

The pink elephant has finally left the building, its whereabouts are uncertain, but it can also be presumed lost in the wilderness of life!

(No elephants, pink or any other color, were harmed while writing this post). :)

What’s Cooking This Week

Lots of sweet things on my blog this month. I am in a mood to celebrate, but when you also talk about some pink food, it does look much better as a dessert. To celebrate the long awaited departure of the pink pachyderm, a boozy cupcake is on a menu. I should also mention, it is naturally gluten free.

Pink Series: Recipe # 9

Cherry Amaretto Cupcakes

Cupcakes (makes 12):

2 cups of almond flour

1 cup of unsalted butter, room temperature

1 1/4 cup of sugar

4 eggs

3 Tbspoons of Amaretto liqueur

1 1/2 tspoon of vanilla

12 Maraschino cherries

a pinch of salt

In a pot, melt the butter and set it aside to cool. In a bowl, combine together almond flour, sugar and salt.

In another bowl, whisk together eggs, vanilla and Amaretto, then add melted and cooled off butter.

Combine together wet and dry ingredients until the batter is smooth. Pre-heat the oven to 350 degrees. Line the cupcake pans and fill with batter about 3/4 full. I’m using my “must-have” batter dispenser.

Bake the cupcakes for 20 minutes, then let them cool off completely. In a mean while, make the frosting.

Frosting:

1 stick of unsalted butter, softened

2-3 cups of powdered sugar

2 Tbspoons of milk (I used almond milk)

2 Tbspoons of Amaretto

1 Tbspoon of cherry juice or Maraschino cherries liquid

12 cherries for garnish

chopped almond pieces for garnish

Whip the butter until light and fluffy. Add milk and whip again until smooth. Gradually add Amaretto and cherry liquid and beat until well combined. Start adding powdered sugar, depending how much liquid you have and how sweet you want the frosting, you may use 2-3 cups of sugar.

Once the cupcakes are cooled off, using a cupcake corer or a knife, cut the middle in each cupcake and place a cherry on the bottom.

Pipe some frosting over the cherries, you may then replace the top of the cupcake over the frosting. Frost as you prefer and decorate with cherries and chopped almond pieces.

Sugary and moist, with both Amaretto and cherry undertones, a perfect ending to a 5-year long road. I may even offer one to the pink elephant. Just because I’m nice. As long as it takes the cupcake and leaves!

Enjoy!

Take care of yourself!

And don’t let no pink (or other color) elephants take over your life!

The recipe was adapted from this recipe of a flourless almond cake http://mishdelish.com/recipe/gluten-free-flourless-almond-cake-recipe/